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CW, With Regard to my Recent Suicide Note

When I queued that post, I meant it.  I really and truly thought it was the end.  Thanks to some friends who, but stroke of magic or simply love, were able to get me to a hospital before I overdosed fatally.  I spent the last week in the hospital and I am very much alive, and am sorry for any concern the note caused.  I want to reiterate that this was no some elaborate ruse, but the amazing work of friends who saved my life.


Thank you for reading.

CW: Suicide, Transgender

If you’re reading this, then I’m dead.

I’m so sorry.  I can’t do this anymore.  I wish I had more to say, but I don’t.

My parents will say that their daughter died.  A femme picture of me will be in the paper, if one is even included.  No one will know who Noah was.  Please tell people that my name was Noah.  Please tell people that my name was Noah.  Please tell people that my name was Noah.  Please tell people that my name was Noah.

I love you all.  I wish I could keep trying.


I love you all.  So much.

-Noah Hezekiah Dedmon

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notnadia:

goforkayla:

ok can I just read you (so to speak) the synopsis of this film…

In a dystopian near future, single people, according to the laws of The City, are taken to The Hotel, where they are obliged to find a romantic partner in forty-five days or are transformed into beasts and sent off into The Woods.

fantastic.

Yes. Yes to all of this.

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mushkili:
“ this person has been stalking me for about 3 weeks now sending me hate after stalking my friend and sending her antiblack hate for almost a month prior. i’d really appreciate it if people could boost this for the sake of others’ safety so...

mushkili:

this person has been stalking me for about 3 weeks now sending me hate after stalking my friend and sending her antiblack hate for almost a month prior. i’d really appreciate it if people could boost this for the sake of others’ safety so they know to block her. thanks

how to tell if I’m sad again

aestheticallysatisfied:

•I don’t respond to your texts for days

•I don’t respond to your texts for hours

•I don’t respond to your texts at all

•I respond with short answers

•I sound disinterested in our conversations, texting or not

•I don’t eat/drink/talk as much as usual

•I stare out into space more than often

•I stay in one place/a few places for long periods of time without moving v much

•I lose track of time

•I rub my head/eyes as if I have a migraine

•I talk more quietly than normal

•I don’t talk abt myself at all

•I make cynical comments, especially abt my existence

•I sleep too much or too little

this is not just me, though. these are common signs/things to be aware of and look for in people/friends/family members struggling w depression. stay safe, and stay aware.

important lets please bother understanding how to keep track of how our friends feel

cutthroatbitchhh:
“writtenandfated:
“dope-kulture:
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A condom that changes colour when it comes into contact with sexually transmitted infections has been invented by a group of school children.
The ’S.T.EYE’ has a built-in...

cutthroatbitchhh:

writtenandfated:

dope-kulture:

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A condom that changes colour when it comes into contact with sexually transmitted infections has been invented by a group of school children.

The ’S.T.EYE’ has a built-in indicator to detect infections such as chlamydia and syphilis, turning a different colour depending on the strain of bacteria present.

It is the brainchild Daanyaal Ali, 14, Muaz Nawaz, 13 and Chirag Shah, 14, pupils at Isaac Newton Academy in Ilford, Essex, who wanted to “make detecting harmful STIs safer than ever before” without the need for invasive tests.

Daanyall said: “We created the S.T.EYE as a new way for STI detection to help the future of the next generation.

http://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/love-sex/a-condom-that-changes-colour-when-it-comes-into-contact-with-stis-has-been-invented-by-a-group-of-school-pupils-10339578.html

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